ORION

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05.11.3012

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Had another nightmare. Woke up sweating. I could still hear the voices even after I woke. This deep space shit is really starting to get to me. I feel like I’m losing my grip and everyday it is getting harder. I can barely concentrate let alone work. I miss you so much Katie so much my chest aches.

Been feeling nausea and a metallic taste in my mouth. Left ear has stopped ringing now the right ear has begun. Got to get back to sleep. I’ve got to get some rest. What I wouldn’t give for some Haldol 220xr.

2 weeks ago

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26:23 05.09.3011

You can’t imagine how I wait. I stay up late (though it is irrelevant) just hoping to hear from you. You cant imagine the lonliness and the alone-ness I feel. Sometimes I think I’m going crazy. Anything…just make contact. I have so much dark time. I wonder what you are doing? How you are keeping yourself busy? Why haven’t I heard from you?! Katie! Sweet Katie, I wish things were different. I miss you. I miss us. I miss Jake.

Nothing really much going on. Just work. Hard, dirty work. I just want to put my feet on solid ground. I want to hold you again and forget everything. We can do it. We can still make it. I just need a little bit babe. Signing off for the day.

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26:27 05.09.3012

3 weeks ago

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TRANSMITING

26:15 04.07.3011

Keep this to yourselves. DO NOT DUPLICATE. Bootleg of Zan Lyons Concert at Mabuhay Gardens on Gliese 581c.

<3

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26:49

04.07.3011

11 months ago

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This is the bunking quarters. It’s tight.

11 months ago

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What I am listening to now sweet Katie, Factory by downlink. Got a bootleg copy of Zan Lyons playing on Gliese 581c at the Mabuhay Gardens. Will transmit ASAP. Tell Jake I miss him. <3

11 months ago

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REACTIVATION SEQUENCE:

LELA J. HAWKE

CIVILLIAN

INCEPTION DATE: 25.06.12

TIME: 24:01:59

REBOOT: 01:15:02

FN crazy shit. Don’t remember a thing cept my bones ached and my mouth was dry. Still feeling disoriented. On edge. They said I’d have symtoms like morning sickness for a month. As if I didn’t have enough on my plate.

The stars are beautiful tonight. I can just see the shoulder of Orion. What I’d give for a piece of Kate’s cherry pie.

11 months ago

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18:35 29.06.12

BEGIN TRANSMISSION: I recieved your transmission. Can’t make out what you are saying. It’s stuck in a loop. I will look at it later when I have time and try to fix it.

It’s friggin cold. Can’t seem to keep warm enough. The accomodations are fine but nothing like the ads.

This is a new product that will be available back home soon. It tested well on Gliese 581c.

Well that’s all for now. <3

END TRANSMISSION: 18:42 29.06.12

11 months ago

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